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...Confidence is my curse...  Without you standing before me I am blind Without the sound of your voice I am deaf Without you holding my hand and holding me close I am numb Without you I am Non-Existent Without you I cannot breathe, speak, not even think I found my iPod! I'm happy! Today was strange. 1. I disected a rat. At first I felt like I was going to be sick, but then by the end of class I was cracking the skull to get to the brain. 2. I took a Romeo and Juliet test which I didn't really know about until after disecting the rat. I think I did pretty well on it. 3. I had a History quiz, and I found it so easy. 4. I picked up a package of Coke and it broke. So I got Coke cans everywhere. But this whole thing with Christine and Mike, it makes me sad. However I'm happy that I'm helping and being a nice person. Current mood:  bouncy.Current music: This Ain't Boheme- Forbidden Broadway. I'm scared right now. I mean the thunder and lightening is enough. The fact that I didn't get to see Eric tonight kinda sucks. My iPod is still missing, which makes me sad. And when I'm sad I eat, when I eat I get fat, and it's an ugly cycle. An ugly cycle which gets gets worse as time goes on. Resolutions: -Watch "The Producers" -Write a poem -Talk to Mom or Eric Current mood:  scared.Current music: We Can Do It- The Producers. Anger is just something you can't control It just takes over and steals you soul I hate the feeling of knowing that something's wrong But not doing a damn thing about it, not even write a song The Anger has won The Anger is what I've become I've become a bitch, and I yell at everything that crosses my path The Anger is what makes me the person you hate The Anger is what makes me being to rate My own life and how I've lived Then I say "Fuck this shit!"... because of The Anger. I guess I wasn't meant to be there On stage by myself Performing alone Might as well give up. It's been 7 years, what a waste of my life. I get nothing. I'm just that oddly familiar face in the background Always in the background Never front and center Never a word said. Guess I'm not meant to be an actress. I'll never make it big I'll never make it far I'll never make it in life. You thought I'd be amused What a lame excuse You were putting your violent tendencies to use You screamed and sried in pain when that blade cut through your skin And I thought "What the f*** are you doin'?!" I care for you too much, my friend I really don't want you to cut to your end You have too much to live for Life may suck now, but soon there will be a time That time is when you'll think "I'm greatful for those good ol' friends of mine" Isn't love complicated? It is... It's all worth while Holding one another in eachother's arms under the stars Being warm in a rainstorm Losing breath by the very sight of them Eventually love fades away And it's heartbreaking when it does... Good thing I'm not there... "Our love can only blossom more from this hardship" he said Well, he's the one who's gone I'm sitting here trying to work and I can't get him off my mind I'm sitting here trying to work, with him on my mind, and tears in my eyes I'm sitting here trying to work, with him on my mind, tears in my eyes, and down my face Hard to believe I am a girl who never showed her weaknesses When it's plain to see right now Without him I feel like nothing Without him he's all I think about Without him I can't look at myself Love is my drug... and not even rehab could get me unhooked I miss you! Why Miss Parks. Why do you look so sad? Being told to stand for something wrong? Being sent to the back for what you thought was right? Don't stop now! Put up a fight! This fight against segregation Starts now! Girl, don't stand up, sit down for your rights! I love him With all my heart I'd die Before I let anything happen to him I said something stupid... I was running my mouth... Not thinking about what I was saying Look where it got me... crying... alone... Little does he know... I'm sorry |
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